Sunday, September 21, 2025

Contended Dream

The enemy is contending

for my dream.

He has seen it
as I have,
but somehow he believes
in it more than me,
and will stop at nothing to destroy
its destiny.

He uses different tactics
depending on the mood
he finds me in.

He stirs me to overdo
till exhaustion lays me low.
He smothers my heart with pain
to cause it to go cold.
He distracts me
with pleasant things
that fill my soul space,
or unpleasant things
that downwards drag.

He brings along
some words to suppress
my spirit,
or puff up pride.

His armory appears endless
and time is on his side.
He has come across
humanity before,
in all its fragile forms
beset by original sin,
and not so original ones.

He tries to side swipe
my God given dream
out of my hands
by crafty cunning,
as I fail to see
he is behind my trials.

Yet God still loves me.
He is still with me,
and His perfect will is in the dream
He entrusts me with,
to bring forth future fruit.

My faltering faith
He touches with His mighty power.
His Spirit revives me,
and He shines His light upon my path.

He lifts my eyes to see Him,
and we lock our gaze
as He talks me through
the steps to practice,
until our perfect dance comes forth,
and I can say again
to the enemy,
'You will not have my dream today'.

Thursday, September 11, 2025

Numb

 I feel numb

from hearing your news.


It is your tragedy,
and it will change your life
in every way, forever.

I feel numb
at your loss.

A numbness that has settled
as silence around my soul.


I sit
and am shocked
at life's unexpected blows,

that do not drop a single person
but all those close around.

A ten pin tumbling
of shattered lives.


Close tragedy makes us numb,

but we steel ourselves

as we watch the news,

so we do not break down daily

and weep at the fruit

of this so broken earth.


We can become immune
to suffering,

as if we have
vacuumed sealed our souls,

and no longer feel
rejoicing or despair.


So I will allow this

state of being numb,

and will not chase it away,

for it shows me my soul still cares,

and I want you to know I do.